5/25/12

There are moments when you think back on random moments of your life, sometimes you analyze the decisions you made & laugh at the good times & wanna erase memories of the bad. The main time I think about my life is actually when I am trying to sleep.!

I would say Ive had an interesting life, I was in Karate when I was young, did swimming & tennis in high school, had plenty friends, I have always worked, moved out on my own when I was 18, worked & lived at Disney World, been a Student Ambassador at both my colleges.

I also had some bad times too, Love that went wrong, a survivor of domestic violence,one of my best friend & lover dying suddenly & amongst other things. God has always pulled me through, & through all my good & bad times I have really seen how strong I actually am. In each case God has shown me how blessed I am  & how I am going to make it.

Honestly I don't regret a damn thing in my life believe it or not. Ever since I could remember I always said " I refuse to regret anything in my life" I have stuck by that. I have learned so many lessons, I admit some lessons I could have done without & I know my choices to stay in certain situations made those lessons happen. Yet I learned & moved on.

I am so blessed in my life now.  I have come so far & some of my blessings have come out of those good & bad choices. They have made me. Even though I am still mixed up & broken in many ways I wouldn't change it.

Life is not easy & whoever told you it is, LIED. But that's what makes life so cool, fun,scary,amazing & all that other stuff.  When good things happen - Be Thankful, when bad things happen - Be Thankful, yes I said it. There is ALWAYS someone who has it worse than you & there is always something even in the bad to be thankful for.

Things happen Good or Bad, when they do, deal with it or celebrate it & move on- Get over it! Don't waste your life on being miserable, use it on being happy.

Peace.