6/6/12

Sometimes you can want things & they are just not meant for you to have either at that moment or ever.

That is how Iam starting to feel about school. I wanted to go back this summer but the school I have chosen to attend seems to just be a bone head on things. Getting information that I need is like pulling out teeth. I could call 5 times & ask for the same info & wont get anything I need until the 5th call.

I called today to see about my financial aid, (without this, I cant go to school)  I finally was told that I actually have to enroll for classes for the summer, then the school will award me, BUT if I am not awarded anything then I have to pay for the classes (seriously?). The next session starts in 2 weeks. I was happy that I was finally given info, because I was never told of this, but disappointed because I knew my schooling would be delayed again.

I would have preferred to start in the summer but it seems I think maybe that God may want me to wait till the fall. A class that I need to take wont be open till then as well. I just feel like I have delayed so much already after my graduation for medical assisting & I don't want to delay anymore, but what can you do? when you feel God is showing you signs that you need to wait a lil longer?

I don't have the money to pay for classes in 2 weeks, Ill tell you that, I refuse to get loans anymore since I am already paying on 2 now. I am just praying that this is God's will. I plan on studying Psych & communications.  So for now.... I will go to school in the fall, if God permits.

                                                   Love this picture, so true now a days ;)

Question: How do you feel when you sense that the plan you had is not really your plan?

Peace.